I have refined my materialist ways and rarely feel the want for things, however I have yet to master or harness appreciation. I can appreciate things I’ve built, things that I’ve earned, but struggle with people or those that appreciate me inherently.I was raised believing appreciation was awarded by judging performance and effort. It robbed me of an understanding of inherent human worth.
I focused on achievement, innovation, endurance and hard work- in order to feel appreciated and valued. Now I [...]